there is a quote of jon kabat-zinn's that i love and at the moment, i find my mind coming back to it again and again these days.
"you can't stop the waves, but you can learn to surf" ~jon kabat-zinn
we are amid some limbo with regard to where my work may take us next. limbo is not an easy place to stand in (and standing still has never been a strength of mine either) i bet there's not much loitering in limbo. but this is the wave we are riding at present. my absence here of late has been less about that than it has the swell of life that seems to sometimes crash into you when you thought the waters were more calm.
i am not opposed to change, you see, that is after all, all that life is. one change building upon another. it is stagnancy that i fear more. i would much rather be moving in my life - as that is how the best journeys unfold. but until details are clear and the picture appears on the horizon, we find ourselves loitering in limbo. and so i turn to those things that anchor me in the moment and look to the universe for her beautiful signs.