perhaps this is why the polaroid was on the trash table to begin with...but i kind of like that it didn't capture the whole image and the blurriness it cast on the part that it did.
it speaks to me - it's a bit how i feel these days. a little fragmented - a little out of focus. comfortable with being a mama to one and now thinking (too often and far too much) how that will shift to being a mama of two. trying to define who i am creatively and authentically while always trying to put first what i feel are my most important jobs - wife & mother. it's a truly delicate balance.
i feel like there is a lot of self-discovery happening throughout this pregnancy - every inch of it has been a journey. it has had bends and twists that i didn't anticipate, but all the while it has allowed me to tap into parts of myself where strength resides and was merely lying in wait. that has been the gift.
