returning to work...

today i returned to work, my belly a flutter with mixed emotions (the kind that i assume most working mothers feel). i walked into my art room and was greeted by a roomful of colorful posters to welcome me back made by each of my students. my heart swelled, my eyes became teary, and i felt comforted and warm...and a bit more courageous about returning. motherhood is the most important job i have ever held - but it is not my only job. i work to create this lifestyle for us and i am so grateful that j is able to stay home to raise our boys (while still actively pursuing his creative passions and dreams - his creative drive has always been such a source of inspiration - more on that later). the relationship with kai he has fostered by staying home is truly immeasurable. so i return to work today feeling much gratitude.